Fred Perry Tartan Polo
Sorel 1964 Preium Boot
– Glennon Melton, Carry On, Warrior (via elenamjacobs)
humble beginnings of a life long pizza journey
Sometimes people come into your life to show you what is right and what is wrong, to show you who you can be, to teach you to love yourself, to make you feel better for a little while, or to just be someone to walk with at night and spill your life to. Not everyone is going to stay forever, and we still have to keep on going and thank them for what they’ve given us.
My mom always told me she feels bad for the one I will marry because I am high maintenance. Which is true. But my companion doesn’t have to suffer for who I am. He should accept me the way I am. Yes I like fancy clothes, yes I like high end cuisine, yes I want to travel, yes I want a fancy car, yes I want fancy things, and I love the high life. But I can take care of myself , like I always have. If I want those things, I will get them for myself. A man won’t. I don’t expect it in the slightest. I don’t agree with being someone’s trophy. I’m my own trophy and I will sit on my own pedestal, the one that I build. & I will gain the things that I want.
I am hard on myself . It is true. But I’m this way because I feel like that Is how I accomplish goals. I understand it doesn’t happen over night and it takes a long time to get to where I want to be. But I feel as if nothing will ever be good enough. I’m never comfortable in a consistent motion. I like to switch it up. I like change. Obviously when it’s positive change. I believe if I’m hard on myself because if I’m not I’ll loose something, or miss out on something great. Sometimes I feel like that is why I need people to switch up things to show me they care. I’m hard on myself because I want the best. But it won’t ever be the best. But it will feel like it. & that’s what I aim for. I don’t ever feel like things make sense, but it’s just a rant.